Well we had a break this week. I had been doing well keeping up on everything. I really love doing all the assignments. I look forward to reading most days. Very grateful for this weekend being off from the webinar. I have had a very difficult several days. Thursday night was a nightmare ending in the ER once again with my son. Nobody should ever have to deal with this in their lives. I have tried to put the lessons we have done in my brain, especially the obstacles continue to show until you have learnt from them. I’m tired of this obstacle.
So the last few days Scroll V is the hardest thing to read. Obituaries I can’t read right now. Almost having to actually write one, I can’t deal with reading any.
Looking on to MK 19, I read it today. First paragraph: Fear is a powerful form of thought. It paralyzes the nerve centers, thus affecting the circulation of the blood. This, in turn, paralyzes the muscular system, so that fear affects the entire being, body, brain and nerve, physical, mental and muscular. ME!!ME!!! ME!!! right now.
My brain is fogged. Memory shot, I hurt and tired. WOW!!!! It is so debilitating. I’m desperately trying to regroup but it is slow. I am so grateful for the doctors, nurses, police that aided us. I truly believe someone is looking out for my son. One line in Og stood out today when I read,” Why have I been allowed to live this extra day when others far better than I have departed?” My son’s mission here is not done and for that I am truly thankful.
My virtue this week in imagination. So I looked it up. One definition was:unexpected
Have a wonderful week. Hug your children if you have them.