So we enter into week 22 and also a break week. Still can’t believe this has gone by so quickly. I loved the webinar this week, telling us that all those feelings are comfort. This class has really stretched my mind and the way I have been thinking. It’s loads of work but so worth. As we went over the grist idea again and I realized maybe my sons are the grist stones. Smoothing out my thoughts, softening and more importantly letting go of control.
The rest of the webinar was silence and how we need to find our self. We that was another brick wall to breakthrough. Hitting a lot of those in this class, but instead of totally stressing over it, I start laughing. At first, I thought it would be a couple of hours but when they said several days. I thought okay those guys lost their marbles. It took the rest of the webinar and masterminding to see where they were coming from. I am sure I was not alone in my thinking, ” How the @#$@@ am I going to do that.” 15 minute sits are still an issue for me. So today was my day off and I didn’t have the whole day to try this out but I did stay off electronics for several hours, no TV, no music. I did do some cleaning but kept quiet. I know that is totally right, but it’s a start.
Glad for the change in Og. Scroll V was a struggle especially due to the incidents that occurred in February. I am very grateful for life more everyday. Trying to find the happiness in each minute. So Scroll VI is we are the masters of our emotions. So I can now see where this extended silence is going to come into play. MK 22 is more understandable to me then the last two. I will enjoy the deeper meaning as the week progresses.
Here’s to a great week. Looking forward to reading others blogs and there progress of silence is golden.
Hugs to all,